My Kurban

Dear diary,,,,

Finally this i could fullfill my duty as "orang mampu", why  sould wait "mampu" then sacrifice later? Better if i sacrifice now, and i will become a "mampu" *aminnnn*.

Last lebaran, i got extra bonus from my previous boss, and enough to buy a goat for kurban. Yhap, i did it, thankyou Allah. Wish i could do more next year.. J

Talking bout miracle of kurban, i think i got it, i got reunian my my lovely friend (yusni, roma, isw), i got reunian with mb eni, mb rini, wahyu and donni, got visit by mb ana..there were miracles for me J

And, what next miracle?? i wish i wont be lonely at my 29, omo,,,i'm crying,, L

Actually, every single breath i have is miracle, and i want more miracle,, i dont want to be alone L

Dear Allah, You must have a big surprise for me right? Dear Allah, You know me more than my self...

GBS 58, 19102013

Hang Out

Dear Diary,

I wrote everything here, will i be worry nexttime? I dont know..life is a progress right.

Today i am freaking inlove with A, tomorrow with B, nextday with C. Life is fun.

Ahhh, actually, i feel comfort hang out with the one who rejects me, or i reject him. Feel ree, cos we know each other feeling. Weird. J

GBS 58, 19102013

In Love

Dear Diary,

I think i am in love, yhes, with the same person, i like him again, again,,i dont like this feel.

I have no confident about him.

Feel like unreachable for me.

Even i dont know he is available or not.

Even i cant talk personally with him.

I have no courage with him.

More i try, more it is hard, more it hurts, more i got pain.

Everything is too perfect on him, and i am nothing.

Liking someone is easy, accepting someone is heavier, forgeting some is the hardest

GBS 58, 19102013

Helping Each Other

Hello…hamper setahun fakum nih….

So, where should I start first?

Ok, I will start from my amazing long-weekend. Little bit lebay sih, but its true.

So, last week, my new office announced that Monday we would have 'annual leave', how happy I am, mudik? No..because I have a bunch of plans for that weekend.

Plans :

1.       Roma coming to Jakarta

2.       Helping isw move to his new house

3.       Celebrating yusni birthday

4.       Vacation together with my lovely my best friend

Saturday at 6 AM, Roma came to my house. Surprise, because Roma still remember my place. I bought breakfast, then together we went to cengkareng.

We packed, cleaned, and choose stuffs that we can bring home :D, at 10 Am, Yusni came too. At 12 AM, we went to isw's new house at green pramuka apartment. Ahhh, traffic jam, because of trucks.

At 2 PM, we arrived, unpack stuffs, waiting for refrigerator, tired? Little bit, because of waiting actually.

After all done, we take isw'mom to his uncle, then we to CP, having dinner together and karaoke-ing.

So full of happiness, more over, Yusni gove us his best performance. Like seeing true concert, omygod, I was melting :D

Home at 1 AM, too late but full of happiness.

The nextday, at 11 AM, I arrived at CP, I was too early, and isw'family came at 12.30 PM. Oh yhes, I was waiting for 1.5 hour. No, I would not angry, it was isw'mum. They were shopping for home. After Yusni came, and done shopping, we went to apartment. We had late lunch together at foudcourt-reunion-so much fun, so much disgrace revealed ^_^.

At noon, we took ika to senen terminal dan roma to senen station, then we had to ancol for having dinner.

We visit le bridge ancol, before heading Bandar Jakarta. When we got to Bandar Jakarta, we were shocking, it was crowded. Then we decided to move to seaside suki. Finished seaside suki, we headed to LOVE for Rush Movie, one of movie that made us cry, included isw and roma.

So many unforgetfull incident that day :

-          Booked ticket for roma in last minute, and became panic because of difficult payment.

-          Get no line in Bandar Jakarta, too crowded.

-          Not recommended for seaside suki.

-          Got wrong track when exit freeway-and out from TMII

-          Got no Cloudy Movie, but Rush, but it was amazing movie.

-          Forgot carkey, for more than 3 hours, and thanks Allah for saving us, the car is safe.